Monday, November 17, 2008

Meaning of Life

Salam,

Actually i am in dilemma right now. For a week, i seem looking for my road of life.. Everything so dull... Am i sick? I dont know... Plz guide me...

Allah, help me..

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

My Nieces and Nephews~

Here i put on my promise.. Even not really my niece and nephew, but I take them as it is.. I luv all of them.. Kids are angel.. They are the ice and they are fire..

Ni anak sulung kak jah (my Turkmenistan's project secretary). susah tul nk tackle dia. Dh sekolah tadika. Soooo clever. Pemalu tapi dh knal, ok jer.. Dgr duia jwp soklan2 mmg bijak. Ada je idea dia. Bukan merapu. Mmg tau lah she is a smart girl..

Tngh mkn ms buka puasa Petronas's event. 2nd time meet her. but 1st time dpt bual dgn dia..
gmba curi ni... dia perasan plak.. sorok2 muka ler tu...

Ni plak anak Heruwana... Classmate ms sekolah menengah and geng kat asrama. Nur Iman Kaisarah. Dah ada anak dh Heruwana. Masa ni Kaisarah br pas ari, skrg sure lg comey.. Nnti auntie free auntie tgk kaisarah lg yer...

Ni plak anak Huda. One of my best fren masa kat UIA.. Iman Naufal. Cute sgt anak dia ni! Hensem sgt. Geram sgt tgk muka dia. Dh ler x kesah sape2 pegang dia...
Iman main sorg2 ke?
Ni anak kawan lama sy, Zamzaharani. Dh 2thn dah anak dia ni. Xpnah jmpa. Jauh sgt kat perak. So tgk gmba jer. bila ler dpt jmpa ek...


Ni gamba dr dubai.. My fren Nani follow her husband, who work there. Her son, umar faroqui. Nama pelik? His dad is Indian but citizen Australia.. mmgler lain ckit nm anak dia. Ni nani kem gmbar umar dr soon he was deliver ngn raya puasa aritu...
Hm.. bila lah i can hav my own...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Subhanallah..

Hari ni aku menyaksikan betapa ALLAH x pernah mungkir akan janjinyer. manusia je yg selalu leka dan akhirnyer menyalahkan ALLAH..

Pkul1 td aku tgk cuaca sudah agak gelap, aku periksa kain kat jemuran. ternyata masih lembap.. belum kering sempurna. kalauu jemur kat dalam rumah pn tntu bbau hapak.(Walaupn guna DAIA~ tu semua iklan pelaris jer...) Hati aku berbisik "Ya Allah, izinkan baju2 ini kering dl baru kau turunkan hujan" kemudian aku masuk rumah, smbung lipat kain yg dah kering and kemas dapur. Alhmdulillah aku tgk awan gelap, beransur dan matahari agak terik..

Aku meneruskan kerja dgn lega. Tepat pkul3.15ptg, guruh kedengaran.. Subhanaallah, baju uniform aku yang tebal tu pn dah kering! Sungguh kan Allah berpegang pada janji. Sama seperti yang Dia ceritakan dalam Al-FurqanNYA..

Aku segera teringat pengalaman lalu, tiap kegagalan ku adalah kerana aku yang memungkiri janjiku beri padaNYA..

Masa aku sakit dl, aku doa utk cepat sembuh sbb bnyk keje nk wat kat ofis. ms tu new projek nk mula. reputasi aku teruk gak keje skrg, asyik MC jer..

Bila Allah mkbulkan doa aku, aku lek keje x serius pn sgt keje.. So, aku dpt C jer utk appraisal confirmation aku.. Aku x slhkn sape lah kan.. Its my mistake..

Masa aku gagal bcinta dl, aku doa hati utk lupakan dia. Alhamdulillah Allah beri kebahgian lain buat aku lupakan dia. Kompani ni wat adjustment salary, so aku dh sedikit lapang pikir hutang, kes kete hilang aku dpt settlement ngn insurans walaupn kena tambah duit dan Allah hadiahkan aku teman baru~ new girl get employ and she really kind to me.. Sume aku dpt serentak. Betapa bersyukur aku..

Tp aku yg melukakan hati aku kembali, aku buka kembali kenangan lm, aku jwp cll/sms dia. And aku jd terkenang dia lek and jd sedih... Aku kan yg xmenepati janji ku..

Subhanaallah! hati ini ALLaH mendatangkan kembali hidayahNYA buat ku...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Sharing Info...

Salam... Sori, i havent updated my news ; story from open-office and rompin. But today seem we share new info. i got it from my fren thru email.. May all of u get benefit.


FAKTA MENGENAI YAHUDI


Disenaraikan antara sejarah kekejaman Yahudi yang tidak akan dapat dilupakan bangsa Palestin sebelum dan sesudah wujudnya negara Israel .....


1. KAUM Yahudi mengaku mereka keturunan Nabi Daud. Mereka percaya kawasan sekitar Bukit Zion atau Palestin adalah bekas kerajaan Nabi Daud yang telah ditawan dari Bani Al-Yabusiyyah.

2. YAHUDI memilih segi tiga terbalik sebagai lambang mereka, yang bermaksud materialisme, manakala segi tiga betul adalah spiritualisme. Gabungan kedua-duanya ・segi tiga betul dan terbalik ・membentuk berbucu enam yang menjadi lambang agama Yahudi hingga kini.

3. YAHUDI menganggap mereka bangsa pilihan dan bangsa-bangsa lain mereka panggil kafir atau goyem. Agama Yahudi hanya untuk mereka cenderung untuk bersikap ekskusif, menolak orang lain kerana berasa bangsa lain tidak setaraf dengan mereka.

4. PERKATAAN Zionisme diambil sempena nama Bukit Zion. Pertubuhan Zionis Sedunia diwujudkan pada tahun 1897 dengan matlamat menguasai seluruh alam khas untuk bangsa mereka di Zion (Palestin).

5. KONGRES pertama Pertubuhan Zionis Sedunia berlangsung di Basle, Switzerland pada 1897. Usul Protocols of Zion yang mengandungi perancangan terperinci untuk menguasai Palestin dan seluruh dunia telah diterima tanpa bangkangan. Antara strateginya ialah menyebar fitnah, mencetuskan perbalahan dan permusuhan di kalangan negara-negara Eropah.

6. ISRAEL wujud pada 1948 dengan keluasan 20,770 kilometer persegi, terletak di antara Mesir, Semenanjong Gaza, Jordan, Lebanon dan Syria. Ia sebenarnya adalah sebahagian daripada bumi Palestin yang dirampas melalui perang dengan sokongan Britain dan Amerika.

7. BANGSA Yahudi tidak menggalakkan perkahwinan campur. Pada mereka bangsa lain tidak layak berkongsi hidup dengan mereka. Malah mereka juga memberikan pelbagai gelaran negatif kepada Yahudi yang memilih pasangan bangsa lain.

8. KANAK-KANAK Yahudi diajar supaya menyumpah seranah dan memaki hamun tatkala melintasi kawasan perkuburan bangsa lain terutama Islam.

9. KESALAHAN orang Yahudi paling besar adalah membunuh banyak nabi, antaranya Hizrial, Asy'ia, Armia, Zakaria dan Yahya. Mereka juga cuba membunuh Isa dan Muhammad tetapi gagal.

10. ORANG Yahudi telah menyelewengkan Taurat dan Talmud. Mereka melakukan kekejaman, membunuh serta merampas harta benda orang lain kononnya mengikut ajaran kedua-dua kitab itu.
Antara yang diselewengkan: "Orang Israel patut membinasakan orang Arab Kan'an dan tidak akan memberi kehidupan pada mereka walaupun mereka memeluk agama Yahudi kerana Yahudi untuk Israel sahaja.
Manusia lain selain Yahudi adalah anjing.
Kami tidak mengambil tanah milik orang-orang Arab dan tidak menguasai sesuatu pun milik orang lain akan tetapi ia adalah warisan nenek moyang kami yang telah dikuasai musuh dan zalim.

Manakala dalam Talmud yang diselewengkan ialah: "Semua bangsa selain Yahudi adalah laknat. Penguasaan Yahudi atas apa yang dimiliki al-quwaiin (selain Yahudi) adalah benar dan usaha menjaganya terus menerus dan abadi".


11. DENGAN berpegang kepada kitab yang diselewengkan itu juga mereka bebas melakukan keganasan di mana saja bumi dipijak. Sebenarnya orang Yahudi telah melancarkan operasi 'sapu bersih' ke atas rakyat Palestin sejak sebelum penubuhan Israel lagi. Mereka mahu menjadikan negara itu seratus peratus Yahudi.

Antara kekejaman yang mereka lakukan ialah:......

.......13 Disember 1947 Sebuah perkampungan orang Islam Palestin, Yehida berhampiran Petah Tekva (penempatan pertama Zionis yang dibina pada 1878) diserang. Sekumpulan Yahudi yang menyamar sebagai tentera peronda British telah melepaskan tembakan dan mengebom rumah penduduk perkampungan itu.

.....1 Januari 1948 kira-kira 200 pelampau Yahudi bersenjata mesingan dan bom tangan menceroboh kampung Al-Sheikh (5 km di tenggara Haifa) lalu membunuh wanita dan kanak-kanak.

.....9 April 1948 dalam Operation Unity, pengganas Haganah, Irgun dan Stern bersatu mengepung kampung Deir Yassin selama dua hari. Dalam tempoh itu 250 orang Arab dibunuh dan dengan kejam dan wanitanya dirogol. Seramai 25 orang wanita hamil dibelah perutnya dan bayi mereka disembelih, 52 kanak-kanak dikudungkan kaki dan tangan

......11 Julai 1948 Batalion ke-89 komando Yahudi yang diketuai Moshe Dayan menawarkan pengampunan kepada penduduk Islam Lyadd dan Ramle setelah berjaya menawan perkampungan tersebut. Seramai 100 menerima itu dan berkumpul di Masjid Dahmash seperti di janjikan. Namun malang, perlindungan yang diharapkan rupanya bala yang tiba, mereka semua mati.

.....8 September 1982- Seramai 3,000 kanak-kanak dan wanita Palestin disembelih di khemah di Sabra dan Shatila di Lebanon.

Ketua tukang sembelih itu ialah Ariel Sharon, salah seorang Perdana Menteri Israel.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Open House

Deep tiring! Cant imagine how.. even not so crowded & still lots of food left at the end.. But because of the preparation which take a week and a whole nite of cooking, also intertaining the guests make the event is a tiring 1..

The food

The drinks (dnt know what is it~ my mum secret recipe)

Tuan rumah awaiting for the guests


Thanks to all friends and relative who make ur time to come to my house.. Insyallah, ada rezeki i make it again next year!


Food left at the end of event

Tuan rumah after the event end!

Ops! i havent edit the video during this event, so it will on the show on next coret!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

MMHE's Open House


Here my new great experience just finish... 2 tiring days.. But 2 escape days from words. also the reasons i got bundle of documents to settle in 3 days! huhuhuuhu...

But, for me its great. I never have this experience. Be a part of organizer of big event ' Open House' for MMHE with 2000+ guests!.
Never forget to be highlight here is; i got new friends!

Here some of the pictures to describe the events (befiore and after). Sorry it not in order! hehehehe








'Pictures speak louder than words..'

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Eid Mubarak!

Assalamualaikum,

High bless to ALLAH, akhirnya kita menjengah juga Syawal.. Dalam kekalutan ekonomi dan politik ini, Syawal umpama rahmat, ubat yg menarik sebentar keluar hiruk piruk kekalutan itu. With gathering of family members, fest of foods especially my grandma's sambal goreng which only serve during Syawal and Adha, and laughters of kids coz happiness of getting 'duit raya'; all like bring me (maybe all of you too) out from the normal life and problems..

But as I admit before, still it not as excited like before. Well, its ok as it better than daily routine life cycle. And more sms and email from usual! the best is from Nani at Dubai. They celebrate raya a day before us (30th September). She sent hari raya's mms with her son picture!

My sister-Radhyah get prepare for herself

Both my brothers - Adib and little HAziq get excited to receive duit raya. Make me broke! huhu


Haziq-imagine his duit raya to be receive. My dad? thinking of how much more to spend out maybe, hehehe

Me, the driver get pretty already (hehehe am i?)

More tired I think for today! hehehe.. Become as driver, as usually, travelling from Pasir gudang to Pontian then to Singapore thru jammed highway of TUAS and coming back late nite to Pasir Gudang on the first day of hari raya...


2nd day receiving all relavites as visitors. Wow! its not yet open house but it as tired as it. We havent finish wash the dishes full in the sink, then comes another trip... As Prophet said, the visitors is rahmat. well, its bring silaturrahim and happiness rite. Sharing old folks, pictures and current jokes even knowing new relatives (my cousin just get married 2 months before Ramadhan) and sharing secrets and tips of life (of couse the lecture comes from my dad, hehehe :D )

3rd day, hmm... we sent my dad to airport (he start working already today). Then, i take this opportunity to visit some relatives at Senai and old friend there. Life different. Most celebrate raya with their husband at in-law's house. So i just manage to meet Heruwana and meet her new-born baby girl. I got her picture posted in the other story. Think to cummulate all my 'niece and nephew' pictures...

On the forth day I start working already. Only 5 of us in the office. The yard seem so quite. Yup, there are slow progress of production, but still have some workers worked. All closed and shut down work on first and second day of hari raya...

See my empty office. The others four inside their compartment. I am alone in my compartment. Anyone to accompany me? But sorry to say duit raya all finish lah..... hehehehe

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Salam Lebaran~



Salam,

Ramadhan is getting near to the end. Praise all of us has got the BARAKAH of ramadhan and praying we can met with the next Ramadhan to make ourself better. We will miss u Ramadhan..

So, how the preparation of the coming Syawal. Nothing for me. Just 1 new cloth. Actually the cheap one. Nothing really exciting this year. As I already get home and stay with family, the excitement gone!

Still remember how excited me as Syawal getting near old time before especially during my student life. Well, during that time Ramadhan always come during our exam period. So we get enjoy during Syawal as we finish the papers! For me, I usually managed to get home only a day before raya and once i got ticket for nite of syawal. So i reach home subuh of Syawal. The excitement of raya because u travelling to meet your family..

Even two early years of working after graduated. travelling by car to hometown from KL to JB with car full of prizes i.e cloth for my little brother, tudung for mum, sarong for abah and kuih hari raya. Keep counting along the way how far more the place. Excited!

But, that experience no more for now. Maybe at the nite of hari raya coz we will change all the curtains, cooking for raya dishes and ironing new cloth...

I miss the excitedment of Syawal!



Saturday, September 20, 2008

Another Boring Week





Selamat Menjejaki Lailatul-Qadar. Semoga kita mendapat keberkatan dariNYA. Amin...
Dont know y, this week seem so dull for me. Macam malas nk kerja pn ada. Times, think like i dont know what i am doing. Miss lots of my previous life. But life is about going further and making it better rite?


Know what then what i did everyday? Its like routine every 11.00am i got sleepy and having 15minutes nap. before that having internet review and after that reading anything seem interesting to me. When the time i did my work? after lunch! and what my work is? updating report and preparing documents needed by my lead.

Saturday i need to come to work again. And TOMORROW! work on sunday!

Know what i did today? taking pictures. Coming home, my family all went back to kampung. Living me alone. Till the time i wrote this blog (9.00pm), they still not coming back!


Pray i life getting better these coming days! Friends i miss u all so much!